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I know my endeaver is not enough but sometimes I lost my way, like why are you sure you can do this? Yesterday, I met ex-cowerker who is working in the other local eye hospital center and I got many qualified massages from her what I didn't expect. It was really preciated. Actually, when I meet someone nowadays; no job and just studying English, I'm little shrink even if I made a decision about this status by myself. It might caused by my small(or huge) failure or wrong decision what I made a few months ago. To be honest, I'm embarresed about my status of right now. Of course I'm doing another plan but I didn't expect like this. But, I could relieved by the great massages about the failure and recovery of our life from the person who I like. I hope, if I remind about now when I get older than now;maybe about five years later, now could be valuable moment throughout my life, and I wish my last decision what I'm doing is right call. Please don't get depressed and don't lose from the laziness. I think there is no trigger for me right now, but I have no idea how I can make something strong goal. I'm just enduring and trying to not waste of my every second.